Showing posts with label gaming. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gaming. Show all posts

Monday, 29 August 2016

Another post about Mass Effect

                There is a very clear guilty party in my becoming a gamer: Bioware. Sure, before I started playing Bioware games, I still played video games, but they weren’t anything other than a distraction. Then I stumbled upon (saw the commercials and fell in love) Mass Effect and Dragon Age: Origins. I had never played games where I cared about the story and the characters before. I used to just skip all the cutscenes because they got in the way of the gameplay, but I couldn’t do that with ME or DA:O because the story had drawn me in. Because of Bioware, I truly became a gamer. Dragon Age allowed me to become the fantasy hero I always wanted to be—but in a way that was so much more meaningful and complex than I had imagined. And Mass Effect allowed me to fulfill my Captain Kirk fantasies—but with blue aliens instead of green ones. I could talk about how the amazing diversity in both franchises have helped me to become more open minded, and to accept myself as I am better, instead I’m going to focus on what is possibly the greatest game ever made: Mass Effect 2.
                The Mass Effect franchise has always been about personal stories. Your Shepherd was always going to be different from a friend’s, and how you handled situations came down to personal preference. Through the course of the first game, your Shepherd became an actual extension of yourself. The Normandy, your ship, became home, and the crew became your family. So Mass Effect 2 begins by destroying the ship and spacing Shepherd.
                The first time I played, this moment was shocking, and emotionally devastating. This was a moment of rebirth though, for both the player and for Shepherd. The story picks up two years after the destruction of the Normandy, and most of the galaxy assumes you’re dead. A race known as the Collectors has begun to kidnap human colonies, and the Council still doesn’t believe in the Reaper threat (and depending on decisions you made in the first game, they may hate you and not give you their support). Your crew and squad is scattered throughout the galaxy, and you’re alone with a shadowy organization (one you fought against in the first game, Cerberus), who wants to use you to further their own gains. You are forced into working with a new team made up of the person who rebuilt you and brought you back to life, and a guy that tries way too hard at the beginning to get your trust.
                Gone is the team that you slowly made connections with, gone is the easy banter. Now you have snarky remarks and an uneasy alliance. This really strikes home in your first mission when you run into an old friend and squad mate: Tali’Zorah. Tali is happy to find out that you’re alive, but she is distrusting of your new squad and refuses to come with you. At best, she is apprehensive of you, at worst she outright distrusts the new Shepherd.
                You don’t feel hurt by this for very long though; the Illusive Man (your new boss) has a nice surprise waiting for you when you return: Joker, your pilot from the first game. This fantastic reunion is capped off with the reveal of your new ship: the Normandy SR-2. Not gonna lie, the reveal of the Normandy makes me feel all the emotions every time I see it. Much like whenever I see the Enterprise on the big screen.

                Here is where the game really begins. With the receipt of your new ship, the Illusive Man gives you a list of the names of potential squad mates to recruit, and from there you’re almost left to your own devices. The list contains some familiar faces, and a lot of new ones. The missions to recruit your new squad are varied and interesting. To recruit Archangel, you join up with a group of gangs that are trying to kill him. To recruit Mordin, a doctor, you have to cure a plague. To recruit Subject Zero, you have to break her out of inescapable prison in space. On top of the recruitment missions, each squad mate has missions that are personal to them and that increase their loyalty to you. From elaborate heists to regain a loved one’s last memories, to rites of passage, these loyalty missions keep things interesting.
                I mentioned some familiar faces? Well, the reveal of Archangel’s true identity, while not surprising, was certainly welcome and pleasing. You sneak up on him as he’s sniping; he motions you to wait, takes his shot, stands up, removes his helmet, and says, “Hey, Shepherd.” And bam, you’re best friend (ever) Garrus is back on the team. He may question Cerberus, but he never questions you. You have earned his trust, and he has your back. Something that doesn’t change throughout the entire trilogy.
                I’ve played Mass Effect 2 so many times, and I know what’s going to happen when I make specific choices, but I still get excited. I still feel a surge of joy as the Normandy weaves through wreckage and takes full advantage of the upgrades I gave it. I still get excited to see Garrus again, and I feel a deep sorrow every time Liara tells me that she can’t come with me. Why? Because of the story. Because of the writing. Because the game makes you invest in these characters and events. I still get psyched up when Shepherd says: “They tell me it's a suicide mission. I intend to prove them wrong.” Bioware got everything right when they made Mass Effect 2.
                Whenever I get tired of other games, I always turn back to Mass Effect. Maybe it’s because I’m a diehard science fiction fan. Maybe it’s because I’m a Trekkie. Or maybe it’s because Bioware made a damn fine game that never fails to make me feel better about things.

                One of these days, I’m going to have to sit down and actually write an outline for an essay about Mass Effect so things will make sense and not jump all over the place. 

Wednesday, 3 February 2016

Updates on my updates

      I seem to have forgotten to post anything yesterday... My bad. I kinda had a topic lined up and everything.. I was going to talk about how I was filming my 75th vlog, and that it wasn't anything special or groundbreaking because 75 is just a number, and that I was saving the special stuff for my 100th vlog. I mean, I still could talk about that, but it wouldn't feel right. The video is up already, so writing about filming it would just feel hollow. 
      I went on a cleaning binge last night. Felt pretty good. Got pretty much everything cleaned up, except for my dishes, which was especially unfortunate this morning when I realized all of my coffee mugs were in the dishes. Apparently I used all my mugs in two days, which I am both confused and concerned by. That's a lot of caffeine I apparently consumed. 
      I haven't really touched video games for the past couple nights, so I'm hoping to get some game time in tonight before Arrow and editing. Tried playing some GTA the other night, but couldn't connect to the server. Hopefully I can connect tonight and stream it on twitch! Oh yeah, I have a twitch channel! Go check it out, so far I've played Fallout and Battlefront on it, and am hoping to start streaming GTA, Halo, and possible Dragon Age in the near future! I would stream Metal Gear, but I am embarrassingly bad. Chicken hat bad... Anyways. 
      Good solid update, Zak. 
      Thanks. I tried really hard. 




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Wednesday, 13 January 2016

Not waking up at 6

    Apparently no one liked my post yesterday. That's just super rude guys. I shared some important stuff! But, whatever. Be like that. I'll just copy and paste it into this post. See how y'all like that. I'M KIDDING! DON'T LEAVE! This will be all new stuff! Promise!
     I haven't been filming much lately, mostly because all I do during the week is drive and work, but once I get a place in the city I will be filming and posting on a more regular basis! Promise! I know you all are really missing my daily vlogs, and my general musings on life therein. I'm also considering streaming on twitch once a week once I'm in the city and have time to play video games (I am so sorry Lara, we'll [redacted] soon!) again. Just another way to expand my brand! Which was a resolution of mine, if you can remember all the way back to that post! I'm also looking at designing some shirts and stuff to sell for my vlog as well. I'm going to have so much more open time once I'm living here. I'll even be able to work on my memoir again! And work on my other writing!
     I'm hoping to have a place starting next week. That's the goal. The dream if you will.
    Honestly, I am so looking forward to not driving nearly 3 hours everyday. That's the biggest thing. And not waking up at 6 am everyday. I could sleep in until 7. And still have tons of time to get ready. That's the dream. Waking up at 7 instead of 6, that has become my dream. Well. Alright. I think I'm okay with that.